Shake your head and laugh it off. I’ve been studying for my Greek Art History final (last one EVER) for about 4 solid hours now and I need a break, so I’m going to go on another rant. Please read only if you want to get to know me a little better, otherwise, stick to the pictures.
My name is Erin, I was born in Colorado in 1987. I grew up in a small, secluded house in McLean, Virginia. I lived in McLean from 1st grade until 7th grade and it was there that I spent many winters following my giant dog’s footprints through a bamboo forest behind the house, springs waiting for my miniature garden I planted to sprout again, summers sneaking into the model-house swimming pool, and autumns on a swing that hung from a giant maple tree. It was a unique situation to be in, to say the least.
While I lived in an 80 year old house hidden by bamboo and secluded far back on a gravel path, the rest of McLean lived in their respective mansions with elevators. As I got older I noticed this more, especially when friends would stop inviting me over after their parents had given me a ride home. By 6th grade I had just one friend who didn’t give a crap what kind of house I lived in and we were inseparable.
Thinking about McLean actually makes me feel a little sick inside to this day. I never understood how someone’s parent could forbid their small child to befriend someone just because they had less than them. I understand that not everyone in McLean is like this, but for me, it’s what I associate most of my experiences there with. Growing up there contributed a lot to who I am today.
I strive to do the best I can with what I love because I don’t like feeling rejected. My group of friends always remains small and close-knit, because trusting new people takes a long time for me. I tend to give lousy first-impressions because I often have my guard up. I’m usually worrying about how much greener the grass is on the other side. These are things about me that might not ever change.
What I love McLean for, and my parents for, is teaching me the value of respect. I respect other people’s opinions, property, values, and rights, to name a few. I don’t have a problem admitting that I’m wrong or I may have made a mistake, though sometimes it has to be brought to my attention first. I believe this mind-set also makes me a better designer. I’m 21 years old, fresh out of College, and completely willing to admit that I have so much more to learn. I can’t wait, actually. I hope I never think or act like I know it all, like I need no advice or criticism from a helpful eye. I know I will never treat someone like they are beneath me, scum on the bottom of my shoe. For this I am happy to say will never change.
I tend to get defensive when other people have a complete lack of respect, and for that I am not sorry. I’ve never tolerated those that have inflated egos nor those with a total lack of restraint when it comes to their judgments of others. It’s easy to strike a chord with me on issues like this. What I’m learning as I get older, especially after recent events, is that sometimes it’s just all I can do to shake my head and laugh it off.






